I suck because I failed my accounting midterms by two FU#$&*!^%#!@ points. Now I need an 85 to pass ACTONEA (pronounced as Act1A) or else I would repeat the entire subject again next term. YUCK! That means I�ll get de-blocked and become an irregular. Excuse me but, I DO NOT WANT to go through with the whole adjusting thing again not to mention studying ACTONEA for the 2nd time. OH PLEASE SPARE ME.

Really, I feel terrible! I�m shrouded by all these different emotions. GUILT–because I didn�t put much effort in studying and I practically just loaf around (bad!). ANGER–mostly to myself for being so lazy and partially at my parents for forcing me to take this grueling course. SELF-DOUBTING—knowing that I didn�t make it causes me to see myself as a complete loser. I feel DOWN–thinking how my parents would react, losing my block mates and losing my self-worth. And a hint of HOPE believing that I will make it (somehow). I need a miracle!!! Well, actually� I just need to study and exert more effort coz honestly, I haven�t done my best. Well not yet! And prayers� I need tons of �em! And you know what else I need? An inspiration heh heh. I so lack that. HEHE. But I wouldn�t dwell on that matter coz that would just bore you to death. :b